My Goal
Learning English is like riding a roller coaster that never stops. English and a roller coaster both have a similarity that they both have steps that sometimes make me happy and gloomy. First, when riding a roller coaster I get inside the ride. At this moment, I always hesitate between two choices just riding or waiting outside until the ride ends. If I choose to ride the roller coaster, I fasten my seatbelt and wave to other nervous people who are waiting in line. The pity face that they show me makes me more nervous. Everything around me shakes and I go up and up until the highest place. Then I suddenly fall down so fast that all I do is just scream. After the short downhill ride ends, I think that the ride was not as scary as I thought it would be and gets all excited. However, the ride vibrates up to a higher point than before and falls again. Continuously this happens when riding a roller coaster and English is similar to this. Everytime I begin a new English class I hesitate because I am not sure if this class is suitable for me. If I take the class I do well in the beginning because I have a passionate mind. But as time goes by I loose focus and begin to fail.
What I fear most of learning English is that no matter how hard I study the same routine of a roller coaster would happen to me and never end. This depresses me everytime I study English and makes me to fear English, From this semester I hope to get closer to English. I want to no longer fear it but to love it and study harder.
